You know, I have the best intentions when it comes to journaling or blogging. I start off with a great idea and wax poetic and the words just flow. And I think I will continue every day, or at least every few days to write down my thoughts etc. And within about 4 or 5 entries I just stop. I am not sure why. I just lose interest, and think oh I will get to that later. Or I have a great idea but then don't ever take the time to flesh it out. And the days turn to weeks, and the weeks to months, and the months to years and suddenly it has been about two years since I posted anything.
I guess it is just part of the struggle of who I am. Always have great and noble intentions and then life just gets in the way. It has always been that way. Throughout my whole life. I imagine it has a great deal to do with my ADD. My brain is both equally scattered and over focused, depending on the day, or hour. Which leads to many half started projects, burned dinners and damp laundry that has to be washed again, and maybe again because I got preoccupied with something else. Then you add in raising 3 kids to adulthood, developing chronic pain and illness, and well it just leads to a lifetime of getting started only to get distracted by something else.
Anyway, who knows if I will follow through this time on a more regular blog. Time will tell as it always does. But I am interesting in trying again, so here we go.
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